hey vampire.. its almost turkey day!

I think i'm so obessed and bored all at the same time i might just re-read all four books... lol

I dont know what its about, yes its a great love story but the vampire aspect sucks you in... i would def feel like fire and go on a thirsty rampage to become one..haha.. if you read the books you understand.

Today was a good day more or less. I'm not going to overanalyze it and wonder why but i can pretty much pin point it. So thank you to the person who put me in my place and make me realize what you really think of how i feel :)

My friend who got me my job talked to my boss and she's impressed with my scanning skills.. hello supervisor position here i come.. the job is terribly easy and i work with white trash.. so it makes me feel better about myself :)

So thanksgiving is almost here and next week it will be decemeber.. seriously? where the HELL did this year ago. When it's in the moment it goes super slow but when you look back it flew right past you.
Every year my mom always makes us pray and hold hands and pretend we're a catholic family and say what we've been thankful for. I've already been preparing myself for the cheesy line that i'll blurt out and have the family friends that we have over stare at me like i'm some person thats going to hell. So i was thinkin of saying the normal crap.. thanks for my family and friends and beautiful smart little boy.
So generic but so necessary. With out my family i'd be living on the street..lol without my sister and her therapist of a girlfriend to point me in the right direction, without my friends to say the bullshit about how i can do better in the love department and have fun sleepovers while we eat sushi, and without the lil boy with curls all over and who walks on his tippy toes and screams MOMMMMA and slams on my stomach every morning...

then I wouldn't be where i am today.. without them.. the people there that I can always count on.. even if i give them bullshit or bug the hell out of them..

So thank you

for being my everything when i feel like i have nothing...