Just furious with it on a daily basis...

I may not be dating both of you but you both piss me off on a daily basis that its incredible how i want to be both of your friends after all this bullshit...



with money and drama and girls and your stupidity and you both being naive to what i actually think...



please get a fuckin clue that i'm NOT jealous of you and your dumb 19 year old girlfriend.. i oddly believe that you can do ALOT better.. and you deserve it.. your 26.. on your own and a FATHER dont go back 6 years and do the teenybopper just in it for sex bullshit! I dont want this girl to be apart of jordans life just so she can leave it.. i do not want this dumb teenager thinkin she's going to even be apart of his life either.. jordan is just way to good for her dumb ass who leaves HOOKAS in the house when my son is staying in it. He's a smart little boy and i dont want another dumb person to be apart of his life. i'm a bitch but i'm not that big of a bitch to keep your son away from you. I may threaten you but we both know you'll get him so take your panties out of your ass and dont fight with me about it. All we do lately is fight about money.. i know moneys tight.. we both know.. but i dont want to file joint custody just so you can get the money to fix your debt when we BOTH know jordan has all those hospital bills from his surgery. I may be selfish but i know now that he comes first before anything. Please understand i'm not doing this to hurt you i'm lookin out for him and getting this fixed.



To the guy who thought he was going to make me happy... let me just say this.. stop being so full of yourself. Yes i still love you, like i've said you have been apart of my life for the past three years. Our relationship from the beginning was based on honesty and openess to everything. We knew each other before we even met.. it was scary. Then one day you decide to wake up and realize.. hmm this just isn't the life for you. I fought for us for the last three months. hanging on with everything i had to make you happy... and then for what? The constant fighting.. me getting punished for wanting to know who you talk to? The naked pictures of ex girlfriends that you "supposedly" ask for them to show your perverted co-workers who dont believe in relationships? I should of left then.. Yes i cried over you when i left. it was a complete 180 for me.. and you just got to get on with you life. Maybe its the fact that for some odd reason i had it in my head that i was going to marry you and have kids... but one miscarriage and a heartbreak later i should hate you and i shouldn't cry over you..I shouldn't question you on why we dont talk like we used to.. i shouldn't worry about if your safe when you go out drinking with your friends.. i just shouldn't care.... so thank you for breaking up with me.. which made me move back to florida.. because now i'm moving on with my life and making it better for me and J....



you both aggravate the shit out of me on a daily basis but thank you...

thank you for making me learn who i am and what i'm capable of... you both can make me laugh, cry, and scream in a heartbeat but i guess thats just cause your part of my past now that i still hang on to a tiny bit.....