happiness

Happiness comes in all different forms.
You can smile from the warm sunshine on your face to a child laughing hysterically to food or to someone telling you that you look good that day.
Happiness is the key to what keeps you going and getting up in the morning. People look for it even when its right in front of their face. I know personally i'll try and do whatever it takes so that i can smile and laugh and be happy everyday. Ofcourse i know that everyday can't be one of those days but when i'm happy 95 percent of the time its a good deal.

I've learned from life that when you find happiness never let it go. But another thing i've learned is you can't fight or win happiness. It has to come to you. The more you work for it i believe the more it dissapears or doesn't want for you to hang on to it.

I've met someone that has showed me happiness that i didn't know existed. I've always tried so hard to make myself happy. Finding ways to make them happy so i can be happy. But now i'm smiling as soon as i see them smiling at me. Just seeing their cheesy little grin makes my day better. Knowing how much they want to see me smile is the greatest feeling. Happiness between us happens and we dont work for it. No matter what, from working together, to going shopping at wal-mart with our kids to laying on the living room floor listening to music to taking her to the ER..lol. It clicks and nothing has ever clicked so fast like that.

Things like my son have to factor into this happiness. I've seen many people make my son smile.. he's a happy person. But now finding someone that knows what it feels like to be a single mom.. to not make me feel bad that i can't go out whenever i want.. its just great. Knowing that we can find happiness reading books to our kids at night after bath time is awesome.

i never thouhgt i could fall so quick, but i'm not letting it go no matter what people say about it...